Day 115 o el Dia ciento quince

I don't know what the spanish sayings say about hard times and miracles and breaks, but I got one positive thing, and that's my computer back. I haven't written in the longest and a part of me felt a drift in the darkness, vague and construed, slowly drifting down the drain, giving up fighting the current. Poets are amongst the most profoundly feeling cursed people on earth. We "think" too much and are often "inside" ourselves alot. We translate every part of beauty and pain into metaphors and word pictures and paintings in our minds. Our words paint you a picture of a thought, an image, a place, the torment, the struggle, the love. My prayers fell short and I missed my laptop. and now I am back from the brink of destruction. Just a little, no, let's not go that far. But I am still on my focus and planning on how to learn more with the little time I have per week. Since working two jobs, being home often late, gives me little time to write or think straight. I love this, these words, these thoughts I am able to share out in cyber space, the culture. Not losing my roots. A Puerto Rican on the West Coast is muy differente que on the East Coast, still don't feel el sabor boricua out here on the West yet, but I'm putting together a plan. The past two weeks, Iv'e been seeing mi panna David, Mexicano, and he has been video editing and djing for years. We have been wanting together to start our music for the longest and we are starting to finally crack down and do it. I am so excited because God has opened the gates to allow me to do my music again. I still don't have a myspace or Facebook yet and feel like the only one that is writing a blog but not even have a myspace or facebook. To tell you la verdad, I don't really want to show my personal life on the internet. I'd rather have an artist page up with poetic photos and songs, an artist page. I am still learning my spanish gradually and loving it. I can't wait also to share my music with anyone who would be interested..pues, nos vemos próximo tiempo..